Bumble-bee... Your jokes.... Make little kids cry...
...... I don't need a doctor.... =.="
I'm fine.... I haven't pushed someone of the stairs for 3 years anyway.....
I taste blood because I like the taste... Just as you like milk....
Blood calms me.... Because it reminds me that one day I'll die....
The thought of dying relaxes me..... So I take blood...
There is nothing wrong with me.... I'm just way way way too different...
....... But even though I like dying I don't want to die.... The thought of
death scares me...
Because if I die I'll be lonely..... But if I die I'll sleep in peace....
Don't know what I want... Don't care what i want....
My feelings don't matter.... As long as I have talents and I am good at
studies... I don't need to die....
I hate this world..... The only time when I like this world is when I win my
singing contest....
I wuld choose my voice over my parents... I would choose my voice over my
friends... I would choose my voice over anything....
My voice is all that matters... As long as I have it.... Nothing else matters to
me....
I never realized you made any jokes Bumble-Bee........
Anyways........ let me see.......... I think I can smile.........
Too bad you'll never get to see me smiling Bumble-Bee.......
I don't think it's motivation Nikorai........ more like........
compulsion.........
Quote: All I care about is
continue being the top in class.... Continue winning my singing, drawing, maths,
english, chinese, acting and every single contest....
If I get first in almost everything every year.... I won't get upset....
I've only lost once in my whole life...
And when I lost I got sick for 2 weeks and cried for three days and kill animals
and push people don't the stairs for 3 months....
Uuuumm... I think I need a doctor or something.... UUuumm..... I don't mind
anything else....
I guess it just pleases me to see people get hurt when I'm sad.... It really
dose....
I enjoy poking my finger with something sharp and sucking the blood
everyday....
I know I'm insane so you don't have to tell me.... It just makes me feel
better...... Taste of blood... Like metal.....
For one thing, it's nice to see you're motivated for studies. That means you ll
have great opportunities in life.
As for the rest, sounds like S&M to me. you should be fine as long as you're
not serious about it. One could recommend consulting a psychologist but i
personally try to avoid doctors if im not sick.
vatican92
thats good to know that you're doing fine.
Bumble-Bee: Actually I meant people disappoint me......... but I disappoint a
lot of people as well..........
Nikorai: ........... nothing serious......... the teacher didn't see me bleeding
so got through the class.........
Elizabeth: ......... that doesn't........ sound....... right.........
That........ is also one of human nature.......... although it may not apply to
all humans
People don't want to take all the sorrow and pain by themselves........ so when
they see others hurt or suffering, it lessens their pain........ and get
pleasure out of it.......... I suppose........
I've seen few people cutting themselves......... I don't really understand why
though........ I don't get pleasure out of hurting myself.........
And blood tastes bad...........
I'm not really upset..... I never am really...
The only time I was upset was when I was little.... UUuumm.... After that I got
used to it and didn't really care....
I don't think my parents are harsh really.... I really don't mind at all.....
All I care about is continue being the top in class.... Continue winning my
singing, drawing, maths, english, chinese, acting and every single
contest....
If I get first in almost everything every year.... I won't get upset....
I've only lost once in my whole life...
And when I lost I got sick for 2 weeks and cried for three days and kill animals
and push people don't the stairs for 3 months....
Uuuumm... I think I need a doctor or something.... UUuumm..... I don't mind
anything else....
I guess it just pleases me to see people get hurt when I'm sad.... It really
dose....
I enjoy poking my finger with something sharp and sucking the blood
everyday....
I know I'm insane so you don't have to tell me.... It just makes me feel
better...... Taste of blood... Like metal.....
Quote by asininei believe i havent log on
for a very long time...
D%%#@ its has been about time, you Private first class show up ! Get
to work on those muscles and give me 50 sit-ups under 100 secs ! xD
AZ, how are you now ? ^^ Looks like he will be bz with some er...duties with the
country. ^^ It'll take about another 20months before he is set free....make that
15months if he got the knows how and breaks he manages. ^^V Onward, AZ !
Quote by 95ElizabethOh... I don't
mind at all.... In fact.... I want them to divorce....
At least I don't need to hear how great my step sisters and brothers are
anymore...
Happy...? My family was never happy...
My mother locks me in my room.... My dad comes home once a month and works when
he's home....
My house is really quiet... No one talks....
If my parents say I'm engaged... Then I am engaged... Which I am.... If they say
go to australia... I keep quiet and go to australia... If they say sit... I
sit... If they say stay in your room... I stay in my room and they lock the
door....
I'm not allowed to speak.... Dinner is taken to my room.... I don't need to go
to my dinning table... Anyway... I have a table in my room... With 5 empty
chairs.... But... My maids stay with me.... Not that they speak or
anything.....
My mother doesn't drive me to school... Cause she says she doesn't need to drive
someone that's not even supposed to be in this world.....
Not that I care.... Anyway... I'm not supposed to be in this world anyway...
It's not like my parents are married...
My father fights with my mother all the time... And when they do.... They take
it out on me.... Complaining about why they needed to have me...
It's not like I care..... Am I talking too much...?
Sorry....
Your parents seem to be pretty strict with you. I would rather say they are too
harsh. at your place I'd be very much upset about this stuff. The main problem
is that you still depend on your parents and cant really say 'im fed up' and
leave. In a situation like this I can only suggest waiting for things to calm
down a bit then see what you can do. Say, for me at the moment it is most
important to have the opportunity to study. So things seem to go smoothly for
now. You're talented so it'd be best to finish school first then to get a degree
then see for yourself. I guess you should be fine as long as you have smth to
eat and smb who cares about you.
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vatican92
be careful about getting cut. People need you in one piece and healthy.
Hang in there.
People never fail to disappoint me...........
It's all their fault....... and yet they don't seem to blame
themselves..........
........ seems like the world is in a worse condition than I thought......
So much more is going on in the world than I realized........
Today wasn't really my day.........
I got cut in few places........ was bleeding so I almost missed few
classes....... and I had to stay in school until 7pm because of some welcome
party for new Koreans
.............
Oh... I don't mind at all.... In fact.... I want them to divorce....
At least I don't need to hear how great my step sisters and brothers are
anymore...
Happy...? My family was never happy...
My mother locks me in my room.... My dad comes home once a month and works when
he's home....
My house is really quiet... No one talks....
If my parents say I'm engaged... Then I am engaged... Which I am.... If they say
go to australia... I keep quiet and go to australia... If they say sit... I
sit... If they say stay in your room... I stay in my room and they lock the
door....
I'm not allowed to speak.... Dinner is taken to my room.... I don't need to go
to my dinning table... Anyway... I have a table in my room... With 5 empty
chairs.... But... My maids stay with me.... Not that they speak or
anything.....
My mother doesn't drive me to school... Cause she says she doesn't need to drive
someone that's not even supposed to be in this world.....
Not that I care.... Anyway... I'm not supposed to be in this world anyway...
It's not like my parents are married...
My father fights with my mother all the time... And when they do.... They take
it out on me.... Complaining about why they needed to have me...
It's not like I care..... Am I talking too much...? Sorry....
Quote by 95ElizabethI parents are
divorcing.... Why do I tell you...? because I have nothing else to do...
I only speak two languages.... Chinese... And english...
I don't really like traveling... Reminds me of
death....
Oh ,really? If it bothers you then I'm sorry. I thought you had a happy family.
My parents divorced back when I was small. Oh the whole though I think that i'm
pretty lucky with my parents.
Chinese? I only know "nihao" and "haojiu bujian". Though i
know people who have quite successfully mastered chinese and are very happy with
it.
As for me, learning japanese alone is much pain, and it is very time consuming.
so if i ever become fluent in it, that would be a great achievement for
me.
And you dont like traveling? A lot of people do like visiting some places they
ve never seen before. If you restrain from going abroad I bet one could save
quite some money on you. Though I recall that money issue was not a problem for
you.
I parents are divorcing.... Why do I tell you...? because I have nothing else to
do...
I only speak two languages.... Chinese... And english...
I don't really like traveling... Reminds me of death....
Yup.......... not easy to assume how somebody feels by just looking at their emoticons
yes...that's something very difficult to assume...
How do you know that my emoticons are what I'm actually feeling?
Never mind... I can read your emotion...
Hellou Aania!~
Emoticons?...............
My emoticons lie sometimes 
*thinking*.................. nope
Hello, aania! How are you?
Me? Hmm, rainy season has finally come! My dear shoes, better prepare yourselves!
vatichan: I can't see you smiling, but at least you can use emoticon, right?
hello everyone.....
Yay computers broken
Bumble-bee... Your jokes.... Make little kids cry...
...... I don't need a doctor.... =.="
I'm fine.... I haven't pushed someone of the stairs for 3 years anyway.....
I taste blood because I like the taste... Just as you like milk....
Blood calms me.... Because it reminds me that one day I'll die....
The thought of dying relaxes me..... So I take blood...
There is nothing wrong with me.... I'm just way way way too different...
....... But even though I like dying I don't want to die.... The thought of death scares me...
Because if I die I'll be lonely..... But if I die I'll sleep in peace....
Don't know what I want... Don't care what i want....
My feelings don't matter.... As long as I have talents and I am good at studies... I don't need to die....
I hate this world..... The only time when I like this world is when I win my singing contest....
I wuld choose my voice over my parents... I would choose my voice over my friends... I would choose my voice over anything....
My voice is all that matters... As long as I have it.... Nothing else matters to me....
You think so? It appears to me that some people get some interest in the process while others study just to get a passing grade.
I never realized you made any jokes Bumble-Bee........
Anyways........ let me see.......... I think I can smile.........
Too bad you'll never get to see me smiling Bumble-Bee.......
I don't think it's motivation Nikorai........ more like........ compulsion.........
Yeah guess I'm still alive.........
For one thing, it's nice to see you're motivated for studies. That means you ll have great opportunities in life.
As for the rest, sounds like S&M to me. you should be fine as long as you're not serious about it. One could recommend consulting a psychologist but i personally try to avoid doctors if im not sick.
vatican92
thats good to know that you're doing fine.
I mean, are my jokes not enough to make you happy?
C'mon, smile up, for me! Wheeee!
Bumble-Bee: Actually I meant people disappoint me......... but I disappoint a lot of people as well..........
Nikorai: ........... nothing serious......... the teacher didn't see me bleeding so got through the class.........
Elizabeth: ......... that doesn't........ sound....... right.........
That........ is also one of human nature.......... although it may not apply to all humans
People don't want to take all the sorrow and pain by themselves........ so when they see others hurt or suffering, it lessens their pain........ and get pleasure out of it.......... I suppose........
I've seen few people cutting themselves......... I don't really understand why though........ I don't get pleasure out of hurting myself.........
And blood tastes bad...........
I'm not really upset..... I never am really...
The only time I was upset was when I was little.... UUuumm.... After that I got used to it and didn't really care....
I don't think my parents are harsh really.... I really don't mind at all.....
All I care about is continue being the top in class.... Continue winning my singing, drawing, maths, english, chinese, acting and every single contest....
If I get first in almost everything every year.... I won't get upset....
I've only lost once in my whole life...
And when I lost I got sick for 2 weeks and cried for three days and kill animals and push people don't the stairs for 3 months....
Uuuumm... I think I need a doctor or something.... UUuumm..... I don't mind anything else....
I guess it just pleases me to see people get hurt when I'm sad.... It really dose....
I enjoy poking my finger with something sharp and sucking the blood everyday....
I know I'm insane so you don't have to tell me.... It just makes me feel better...... Taste of blood... Like metal.....
D%%#@ its has been about time, you Private first class show up !
Get
to work on those muscles and give me 50 sit-ups under 100 secs ! xD
AZ, how are you now ? ^^ Looks like he will be bz with some er...duties with the country. ^^ It'll take about another 20months before he is set free....make that 15months if he got the knows how and breaks he manages. ^^V Onward, AZ !
Hello!
Your parents seem to be pretty strict with you. I would rather say they are too harsh. at your place I'd be very much upset about this stuff. The main problem is that you still depend on your parents and cant really say 'im fed up' and leave. In a situation like this I can only suggest waiting for things to calm down a bit then see what you can do. Say, for me at the moment it is most important to have the opportunity to study. So things seem to go smoothly for now. You're talented so it'd be best to finish school first then to get a degree then see for yourself. I guess you should be fine as long as you have smth to eat and smb who cares about you.
merged: 09-11-2007 ~ 12:26am
vatican92
be careful about getting cut. People need you in one piece and healthy.
Hang in there.
>>asinine: it's been a long time indeed. How are you?
>>Vatichan: so everyone always diappoints you? Even my so-called 'odd jokes' can't help?
People never fail to disappoint me...........
It's all their fault....... and yet they don't seem to blame themselves..........
........ seems like the world is in a worse condition than I thought......
So much more is going on in the world than I realized........
Today wasn't really my day.........
.............
I got cut in few places........ was bleeding so I almost missed few classes....... and I had to stay in school until 7pm because of some welcome party for new Koreans
Oh... I don't mind at all.... In fact.... I want them to divorce....
At least I don't need to hear how great my step sisters and brothers are anymore...
Happy...? My family was never happy...
My mother locks me in my room.... My dad comes home once a month and works when he's home....
My house is really quiet... No one talks....
If my parents say I'm engaged... Then I am engaged... Which I am.... If they say go to australia... I keep quiet and go to australia... If they say sit... I sit... If they say stay in your room... I stay in my room and they lock the door....
I'm not allowed to speak.... Dinner is taken to my room.... I don't need to go to my dinning table... Anyway... I have a table in my room... With 5 empty chairs.... But... My maids stay with me.... Not that they speak or anything.....
My mother doesn't drive me to school... Cause she says she doesn't need to drive someone that's not even supposed to be in this world.....
Not that I care.... Anyway... I'm not supposed to be in this world anyway... It's not like my parents are married...
My father fights with my mother all the time... And when they do.... They take it out on me.... Complaining about why they needed to have me...
It's not like I care..... Am I talking too much...? Sorry....
Oh ,really? If it bothers you then I'm sorry. I thought you had a happy family. My parents divorced back when I was small. Oh the whole though I think that i'm pretty lucky with my parents.
Chinese? I only know "nihao" and "haojiu bujian". Though i know people who have quite successfully mastered chinese and are very happy with it.
As for me, learning japanese alone is much pain, and it is very time consuming. so if i ever become fluent in it, that would be a great achievement for me.
And you dont like traveling? A lot of people do like visiting some places they ve never seen before. If you restrain from going abroad I bet one could save quite some money on you. Though I recall that money issue was not a problem for you.
i believe i havent log on for a very long time...
I parents are divorcing.... Why do I tell you...? because I have nothing else to do...
I only speak two languages.... Chinese... And english...
I don't really like traveling... Reminds me of death....
G'night...
Gyahahahaha!